am i really happy?
do i really want my life to be like that?
somehow, i hv lost myself over the years...
n i'm super lost now...
i'm gg thru rough patch now...
i'm emo everyday...
been crying...
will things go back to like in the past?
can i overcome it?
i really dunno...
can i still trust?
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i want to find the happy me! the happy go lucky and carefree me! i really wants...
yy, lalaleen, eileen @ 3:54 PM
Tuesday, April 05, 2011
yy, lalaleen, eileen @ 8:46 PM
Thursday, December 09, 2010
It is really REALLY v long!!!
Anyway, i just gt a job! an OFFICE HRS job! hee... -thumbs up-
cos i'm sick n tired of shift works n having to work on weekends!!!
SO a office job is really gd for now~
pay wise is also ok, at least is something i'm ok w n looking for as a new job w no experience~
N so, i'm starting work on mon!!! Hooray!!! =) i can hear $$ cashing in!!! wahaha...
no idea how many people still reads my blog when i so long nv blog le, but nvm.
wat have i been doing during this period?
after my internship, i worked for YMCA for like another 1 month.
Then i went for china trip w family for 10 days~
come back n gt myself a 1 month temp job~
before i flew again~
in nov, i went hk! for my bday~
on my bday, i was on e peak!!!
came back frm holidays n started looking for jobs~ was v luckily, gt a call center offer but i rejected it~ cos shift work n have to work 1 day weekends~ somemore have graveyard shift...
e pay was v tempting, but i rejected... it is like 1k more compared to my now offer... omg omg...
but if i take up e call center offer, i will be leading a no life lifestyle n friends n sis all asked me not to take up... so i didn't!
e job offer i have now is nt perm yet, they take me in as temp first then after 3 months will be offer perm if i'm suitable. then after, i dun have 3 months probation too~ so ok lah~ now is under agency payroll, so i guess when i'm under e company direct payroll, it will be a few hundreds higher? =) looking forward~ 3 months will pass v fast, n i hope i can do e job well!
yy, lalaleen, eileen @ 1:26 PM
Monday, September 13, 2010
Pls call me!!! Pls call me!!!
i wanna work for U!!!
pls pray for me everyone...
-finger crossed-
yy, lalaleen, eileen @ 12:13 AM
Monday, August 30, 2010
yy, lalaleen, eileen @ 1:38 PM
Sunday, August 29, 2010
yy, lalaleen, eileen @ 1:09 AM
Friday, August 06, 2010
yy, lalaleen, eileen @ 1:50 PM